long time no post.  i have been feeling very weird off and on lately.  i've wanted to write and share - but by the time i get to a computer the moment has passed or i clam up.  i have this weird notion that if i can ever get the house completely clean that so much in life would fall into place.  how bizarre is that?  ::smiles:: 
lets see, i read the accidental friends trilogy this past two weeks.  i have a real hankering to read my old chemistry text book.  which i am afraid i put in the box o books for charity. 
i organized the snot out of my library yesterday.  tomorrow the appraiser is coming over so we can get the ball rolling on refinancing the house.  i hope to heck that works out well.  i'm getting nervous about it. 
we went on vaction over the memorial day weekend to arkansas where there's tons of quartz!!!  it was WONDERFUL.  i'll upload pics soonish.  probably. 
i was hoping that posting would help me gather my thoughts this morning - but it seems not.  sigh... 
i was down to 215 on my diet.  i was so super proud!!!  since the trip i'm back at 218.  very depressing.  next trip i need to plan to have healthier food available.  ::grins:: 
ok - so mental slap.  this is what i need to do.  aiden is gone for the summer.  i need to plan a regiment of exercise and study to use this time wisely and get the house in shape for when he returns.  i need to list the things that need to be done around the house and make a calender for when i will accomplish each goal. ok kitties.  enough sitting on my bum this morning.  i'm off to get things accomplished!!! 

i do still read when i can.  i miss you all very much.  my life has just been hectic lately.