its been a not so great day.  had a bit of a break down.  last night's headache nearly became an emergency room visit.  i can't recall the last time its hurt so bad.  at 5am i took everything we had that was remotely headache related and finally fell into a dizzy sleep.  woke up at 11 long enough to eat.  woke up again at 4:40, just in time to not be late to pick up aiden.  by then my headahce had finally abated, but i was pretty useless.  slept like the dead mostly on my arms, so they were all funky feeling.
once i get aiden home i realize there's an e-mail from dr. busch.  he has looked over the last set of charts i sent him and is asking for even more charts.  i flip out and have a bit of a melt down.  here's the skinny on dates if I want to graduate this semester:

edit: 
r's been wonderful.  he's cleaned the house so i won't feel cluttered (it added to my anxiety oddly enough).  he made dinner and kept aiden out of my hair.  he also talked me through my melt down and rubbed my back.  this guy is better than my wildest dreams.  and my dreams are pretty dang wild kitties. 

my brain hurts soooo bad right now.  i'm fixing to crash out for the night.  r is really disappointed they wouldn't give him the part for his computer at the ups today.  the lady told him to call at 7 to pick it up at 8.  he calls right after 7 and they're like you have to call BEFORE seven to pick it up tonight.  and for some cracked out reason they won't let him have it till monday now.  the cock suckers!!!  he's really bent out of shape about it.  
i had hoped to have the house in better hand for our company tomorrow.  but i had too many errands to run tonight and i wanted to cook aiden something he liked for his first night home.  anyway - brain is in meltdown mode - so good night my kitties.  go give the moon a howl.  she's full - or at least near as i can tell.  sweet dreams!